Dude, where's my country? (apologies to Michael Moore)

I recently checked Lisa Sain's blog and was surprised to see her posting again. Since her severely autistic son is now in residential care, she wrote that she "feels human again" and sleeps in a clean bed and even has a boyfriend. I haven't read much of her blog, but I know that her son Preston practically demolished the inside of her house with his frequent, terrifyingly violent meltdowns. She recently said that he would rip out chunks of drywall and eat them. Among other things.

So I googled Kelli Stapleton to see how the case was coming along. Her trial is in a couple months. And then I found myself staring at the following link, via a couple clicks:

http://blog.cleveland.com/metro/2009/12/kent_state_professor_trudy_ste.html

Trudy's son was 6 foot, 200 lbs of rage. Uncontrolled rage. Rage so fierce that he ultimately beat his mother to death. The jail had to keep him in a separate cell. It took two months to find a placement.

One thing that seems to pop up over and over is that there are zero services for teens and adults with autism. Parents look and look and are turned away every place they go. If the kid is violent, there are even less than zero. There are no institutions anymore. Few group homes take autistics. I suspect that the "bulge" of autistic kids who started being born in the late 80s will eventually wind up on the streets, alongside the schizophrenics and bipolars and delusionals and so forth.

When Reagan closed the institutions, he expected other options to be instituted. Future politicians refused to fund that. So we have a network of grungy "group homes" in rundown suburban tract homes, built for happy 50s and 60s families, cheaply retrofitted for a small number of special needs persons. The group homes are horrid, dirty, smelly, and abusive. As for the rest, we have the streets. Maybe the institutions were bad. But now we have something much worse.

So, to recap: millions of special needs people who nobody will care for. Parents grow old and die, if the kid doesn't kill them first. The bureaucracy is full of chair warmers whose refrain is "not my responsibility, sorry". Schools refuse to teach the kids, and after age 22 it's "sorry, not our responsibility".

Reading forum posts from autistic adults, it's clear that even the higher functioning ones find it hard to hold jobs and live independently. Many live in fear of their benefit checks being yanked out from under them by callous politicians. In England, the disabled have faced the end of ALL benefits. At least one man starved to death.

How much longer until the world decides to build death camps for the disabled? I'm reminded of the part of the neo Nazi novel The Turner Diaries where after the white revolutionaries take Los Angeles, everybody deemed "lesser" is simply marched into the mountains, never to be seen again. In the future, there may be camps set up in Flyover Country where the "imperfect" are taken to "disappear". A burning human body smells quite rancid, from what I've heard. If you think of a place like Auschwitz, where the kremas operated day and night, the smell must have been horrible, yet nobody thought to ask, hey guys what the frick is that awful smell, anyway?

Sometimes, I wonder what the world would be like if the Nazis had succeeded in their goal of slaughtering every "non-Aryan" on earth. One truism of genetics is that small, inbred populations eventually have weird diseases surface, the result of random genetic combinations. The Fundamentalist LDS Church, a Mormon polygamy cult near the Grand Canyon, was ruled by a man who wanted to create a master race via inbreeding. His efforts caused a weird, rarely seen disorder called fumarase deficiency to afflict and kill hundreds of cultists. If the Nazis had succeeded, eventually some disease would have popped up and torn through the remaining "perfect" humans like a firestorm in the Southern California mountains in August. And that would have been that.

When cops are given free rein to kill the disabled, and so are their parents, and we willingly via neglect put the disabled in positions to be killed, we come ever closer to genocide. When bureaucrats refuse to help, and so does everybody else, ditto. America in the 1940s was in some respects not such a great place; millions lived in third world conditions, people were confined in institutions on the word of a single doctor, and who can forget the internment of the Japanese. But we defeated evil, real evil. Now WE ARE that evil. I don't know what Satan did with my country, but I want it back.

Maren Sanchez, a dead air conditioner, and yet more car follies: when SHTF blindsides you unexpectedly

I am writing at 11 pm Pacific time because my air conditioner quit a week ago and it's unbearably hot in here, and I can't sleep. Even worse, I've been stuck at home for a week because some woman with Florida plates on her car, and no insurance, backed into my car in a Wal Mart parking lot. Since she had no insurance, our insurance company is making us pay the $750 deductible towards repairs. My mom blames me, of course, so for two weeks I've been listening to her blame me.

So, since I'm listening to my brain bake in 100 degree heat, I've been thinking a lot about Maren Sanchez. If you were following the national news towards the end of April, you know that she's the 16 year old girl from an affluent Connecticut family who was killed on the day of her junior prom by a crazed admirer: a 16 year old boy who wouldn't take no for an answer.

He was obsessed with her, but she wouldn't give him the time of day. Turns out he was being treated for "ADHD" and "depression", overdiagnosed maladies that are "treated" with amphetamines and SSRI antidepressants. IMO only opioids are more dangerous. Those drugs cause psychosis, among other things. The boy had been acting strangely for a few months before he killed Sanchez. In one episode, he ripped off his pants in front of a class. Under the influence of "legal dope", he apparently decided that if he couldn't have her, nobody would.

Maren was blissfully unaware that she was going to die. The night before she was killed, she was painting scenery for a drama club production of Little Shop of Horrors. She asked to be excused to have her nails done. An hour later, she returned and showed off her new nail job. Then she picked up a paintbrush and went back to work. She had picked out her prom dress, a turquoise colored gown with gold trim, and tweeted a selfie of herself wearing it. Her boyfriend would have given her a single red rose on prom night. Then it would have been off to a local hotel ballroom for prom. Perhaps she would have danced to popular EDM DJ Avicii:

Hey, brother, do you still believe in one another?
Hey, sister, do you still believe in love I wonder?
If the sky comes falling down for you
There's nothing this world can do



-Avicii, Hey Brother


On the morning before her prom, she was asked out by her stalker. When she said no, he threw her down some stairs, then leapt on top of her and slashed her throat, breasts, and face with a "kitchen knife" (likely a long chef knife of the kind available at most supermarkets, I have one by my bedside for protection, since I can't own a gun). She was rushed to a hospital, where she died. At 7 am she was looking forward to prom, at 8 am she was dead. Her sky came falling down. She never saw it coming.

Last Saturday when I turned down my AC for the night, I didn't know the compressor would suddenly quit. When I went to Wal Mart at the beginning of the month to buy food, I didn't know that my car would be wrecked. My mom was doing errands a couple months ago, unaware that she would narrowly escape death. The belief that there will be plenty of warning before SHTF is rooted in Biblical beliefs about the Apocalypse and the Revelation of John of Patmos, where the signs pile up warning true Christians. In most cases, it's simply not true. There is little or no warning, in real life. Maren Sanchez was buried in her prom gown, holding that rose, forever frozen in time as a happy 11th grade teen looking forward to prom. What will you do if the sky comes falling down for you, and that's the one scenario you DIDN'T prep for?

The everyday SHTF: Are you prepared?

"What will SHTF be like?" Ask that on any prepper board and you'll get fanciful tales of EMP bursts sending us back to 1700, Obama seizing power as a dictator leading to civil war and militias saving the day, etc. About the only thing missing is zombies.

What's more likely is a SHTF affecting just you. For example, my cousin, who lives in Reno, got home after picking up her kids from school to find the fire dept at her apartment building. This was right after the big December cold snap, and a cheap water pipe had burst, flooding three apartments, including hers. Most of her stuff was ruined. Even worse, the complex had a 0% vacancy rate. Three families were dumped onto the street. My cousin, her hubby, and her two kids had to shoehorn themselves into a single bedroom of her mom's dinky house in Sparks. Crowded, you bet. She eventually found another place.

I was driving to downtown a couple weeks ago when the cars in front of me lurched forward, then stopped, at a red light. I stopped in time, but the woman behind me didn't. My car was gouged up pretty bad, and the front of her car was bashed in. Then, just this morning, my mom's van was almost totaled by a guy who didn't see her stopped at a red light in time. Fortunately, he swerved at the last second. I am not ready-yet-to live without my parents.

People get lost in the woods all the time, like the San Francisco family that got lost near Roseburg, Oregon, a few years ago. No cell phone service. So dad tried to hike out, and died, during winter. His family was ultimately rescued. Compare that to the Oregon native who took a wrong turn in the woods near Medford. Once she realized she was lost, she stopped, bedded down for the night using a blanket she had in her vehicle, then followed her tire tracks back to the main road the next morning, showing up at the command post set up for searchers, and startling them.

Are YOU ready for something like that? Losing your job, or house, or car? People collect guns to ward off attacking UN troops, then end up selling the guns at a discount for food. One guy and his wife got lost in the desert, and he decided to hike out. Wifey was ultimately rescued, but no trace of him was ever found. People get lost in Death Valley, and are swallowed by the desert. Maybe a bone is found years later. It's more likely that you'll get hit by lightning than that you'll be fighting in a new American Revolution. Are YOU prepped?

Neurodiverse and neurotypical talking past each other?

I recently read the following:

http://marlowefranklin.blogspot.com/2014/01/discrimination-and-bigotry-against.html

Now, as a "neurodiverse" individual, I can understand where the parents are coming from. Having an ASD kid means, for many, physical abuse, screaming, property destruction, etc etc until the parent loses it and starts fantasizing about killing their kid. It may not be so much evil as mental illness induced by PTSD-type events.

But you know what? Aspies also suffer. We are bullied in school, bullied to the point where "normal" kids are routinely doing physical and even sexual harm to us. Furthermore, the only response the educational system has to this bullying is to reward the bullies and tell us that it's our fault we were bullied because we are "weak" and need to "toughen up". We are told that our symptoms aren't real, that we are only doing them because we're jerks who are constantly seeking what one of my teachers called "negative attention". We can't succeed in life, we're told, so we seek attention in "destructive" ways.

Furthermore, once we graduate school-IF we do-we can't find a job. Nobody will hire us because "nobody likes a debbie downer"-an outlook formed by years of bullying. We aren't "team players", and thus are unfit to hire. When we try to get SSI, we are told to "find a job you lazy bum!". Do you see the double bind here? We are constantly told that we could become NT if only we tried hard enough. Autism is a defect in brain wiring-we CAN'T just shed it like a snake sheds its skin. After 40 or 50 years of this, we become bitter and hateful. Many of us had mentally ill families who abused us.

Yes, some parents are abused by their ASD kids until they snap. But we are victims of abuse too. The system doesn't care about parents OR sufferers, we are only there to be abused by bureaucrats so they can get more funding, which never seems to reach the people who need it, having been diverted into the pockets of some manager somewhere.

I don't pretend to judge Kelli Stapleton, or any other parent of a special needs kid. Christianity says that only God Himself has the right to judge. I don't know if God exists, but if He does, we need to leave the judging to Him, and start talking TO each other, rather than PAST each other.

Our current system is set up to reward sociopaths and cull the "weak". Billionaires routinely talk of culling the population, which means they want 90% of us to die. I don't mind dying, but the desire to wipe out all but the sociopaths should be called what it is: Genocide.

Genocide isn't like in The Turner Diaries where the undesirables march meekly into the mountains, never to be heard from again. Genocide is mass graves and gas chambers and ovens emitting horrible smells. Genocide is your friends and their families being rounded up by stormtroopers and "vanishing".

The word "genocide" is tossed around a lot in the ND community, by people who should know better. A handful of desperate parents killing their kids, while abhorrent, is not genocide. Genocide is a system where the weak are abandoned and sent off to die, not by their families but by bureaucrats. When aspies are told to kill themselves and that nobody would care if they did, that's genocide. When families are cast aside to save money, that's genocide. When nobody will help the Kelli Stapletons of the world, then those same people celebrate when they snap, that's genocide.

It's not Kelli's fault that she was put on a merry go round until she snapped. It IS the fault of sociopathic politicians and their Wall Street friends who think that the only good commoner is a dead one. Parents and kids need to stop hating each other and start hating the REAL evil.

Mental illness and kids: one mom's story

http://www.cnn.com/interactive/2013/12/health/mentally-ill-son/

I'll be honest, I couldn't bear to read the whole thing. I was a mentally ill kid too. Except in the 1980s, there was about zero help. I was taken to many different psychiatrists by my mom; it was either "he'll grow out of it" or "he's hopeless, if there were still institutions he'd be in one". In addition, my dad was mentally ill too, and there was little help for him as an adult as well.

I wonder if this kid's problem isn't related to schizophrenia-he hears voices, after all. I didn't start hearing voices until I was about 25 or 26, then they were suppressed for a few years by an antipsychotic I was taking for irrational fears, then I was taken off that drug and the voices ramped up. One thing normal people don't realize is that outside the voices are quiet. That may be why so many schizos choose lives of homeless wandering-it calms the voices.

Most schizos don't or can't realize that the voices have no power over them. They don't know how to fight back against the voices. It takes medication, yes, but it also takes determination when the voices are saying "we're real!" to say back at them "no, you're not, and I can prove it". The voices don't want you to take your medication, this is almost universal in schizophrenia, for some reason the voices are afraid of the meds.

The voices are bullies, but like every bully they're weak at heart, and they put on the tough guy act to make you THINK that they're authoritative, but once you start fighting them they back down. I want to say to everybody who hears the voices, fight them tooth and nail, tell them they're not real, google everything they tell you to prove they're lying. And, take your meds, even though they will tell you not to, set your alarms in the morning and take the meds.

Chaos in Cordoba, Argentina, as cops go on strike

From Argentine expat Ferfal:

http://www.themodernsurvivalist.com/archives/3128

I'm no friend of LEO's, I'll admit. But what happens in a devolved society like Argentina where suddenly there are no cops? PARTY TIME! Every conceivable store gets looted, residences are broken into, and people scramble to defend themselves against a total ungluing of civilization. A common meme in the survivalist community is that the planet is nine meals away from chaos. Actually, only one thing stands between "civilization", even a degraded form of it, and chaos: cops.

Considering how many cops are corrupt or burned out, how they tend to see everybody as a potential suspect, blah blah blah, that's a scary idea. It makes one wonder how Old Western towns got along without LEO's, but the towns had one thing that the world today lacks: Morality. Parents taught kids morals, the community reinforced it, and everybody got along. Today, the parents are absent, either at work or on drugs, and kids raise each other. Lord of the Flies time. Especially since the last people with morals are dying off. Once they're gone, it's likely that Western Civilization will bite the dust. The resources have been depleted, the population of the planet is grossly inflated far beyond carrying capacity, so now it's time to pay the piper.

Stephen Hawking, one of the smartest people alive today, recently said that humanity will likely go extinct by the year 3000, ie 1000 years from now. I would be surprised if it lasted until the year 2100, 100 years from now. We are 100% dependent on technology that in turn depends on resources that will start to run dry in about 20-30 years. Without our technology, we're goners. We have evolved to depend on it. First comes looting for TVs, then the electricity goes away so in the next stage people grab food, then there's no more food so they eat each other, then even that is depleted, so they will simply die. We are as amoral as Romans were in AD 400. By AD 700 Rome was a ghost town. Rome had a population of 1 million in AD 300. History does repeat.

The Free Stuff Army, the decline of the white race, and the end of the Jewish Diaspora


I recently came across this article from a rabbi, from a link on Survivalist Boards:

http://rabbipruzansky.com/2012/11/07/the-decline-and-fall-of-the-american-empire/

Disclaimer: I don't know anything about this guy, nor is this an endorsement outside of the linked article.

Rabbi Pruzansky's point is, essentially, that takers outnumber makers in an America and world where Whites are in the minority, and eventually the takers will "redistribute" the wealth of the makers, then kill the makers, not realizing that the golden goose has been cooked and eaten. Jews are once again under attack, and in a country that many of them viewed as a safe haven. Assembling the entire body of Judaism in Israel only makes them easier to find and kill once the chaos after the fall of America reaches that corner of the world.

But what choice do they have? At least united, they can fight till the end, then invoke the Samson Doctrine and pull most of the Muslims down with them. Whites and Jews have always been the "makers", what happens when the whites and Jews have been eliminated? That day is coming. The only option that "palefaces" have is to take as many of the attackers out with them as possible.

The irony is that it is likely that we are in this sorry position because Jews were afraid of whites after the horrors of the Shoah (Holocaust), and wanted to prevent another one. They wanted to disenfranchise whites and lift up the third world. Instead, we have a Jewry that has painted itself into a corner. The third world wants free stuff, and they don't care where it comes from. The poor vastly outnumber the rich. The poor want the cash and goodies of the rich, and are willing to take them by force.

Margaret Thatcher once said, socialism works great until you run out of other people's money. The poor have learned that they can vote themselves the lucre of the rich, and then vote themselves their existences. Once the rich are dead and gone, what then? Likely the weirdest world war you've ever seen, more like Iraq than WW2, where there is no safe haven and danger can come from anywhere. Eventually, the bullets will run out, the knives will break, and the rocks too slippery with blood to hurl. Then, humanity will go extinct, or near-extinct.

The human population growth curve since 1946 looks exactly like a population bubble in nature. Once the bubble pops, numbers drop immediately to near zero. May your G-d have mercy on us, Rabbi. We will need it.